HI, I'M SAMANTHA J.
It all started with a phone book, desk + cold calling in my bedroom.
In my "crises" I was Called by God, with a purpose larger than myself, and without feeling qualified, like I had the expertise, knowledge or belief to do so - somehow in. a few short years I led the company into a multi 8 figure family legacy.
This is a space where despite your imperfections, you are given an opportunity to discover the truth of who you are.
God doesn’t call the qualified; He qualifies the called. In our weakest and often most broken moments, this is when God uses us the most, he calls us forward, into the truth of who we are destined to become.
We can walk our whole lives feeling the deep call within, but to truly be chosen by God means surrendering to His will, refining our character through obedience, and stepping boldly into the purpose He has prepared for us—no matter how unqualified we feel. It requires faith to trust that He equips those He calls, humility to be molded in His hands, and the courage to walk a path that often feels bigger than us. Being chosen isn’t about our perfection; it’s about our willingness to say yes, even when we don’t feel ready. Even if we make mistakes along the way, God’s grace meets us there—refining, shaping, and strengthening us. It’s in our imperfections that He does His greatest work, calling us to become better, not by our own strength, but through His. The highest vision you see for your life right now is only a glimpse—God has an even greater one waiting for you to step into.
behind the account
I didn't always have a picture perfect life. My mind used to be filled with lies.
From my earliest memories, I felt a deep connection with God—a voice calling me, a knowing that my life had a purpose far greater than myself. Yet, the loudest obstacles weren’t external; they were the lies my mind told me—whispers of doubt, fear, and unworthiness that led me into destructive choices.
I abused my body and my sexuality, pushed away love, battled addiction, and lived with a mind I couldn’t silence. “Do not be misled: ‘Bad company corrupts good character.’” (1 Corinthians 15:33, NIV) Without the right inner circle or mentorship, I lost myself in the world, chasing things that left me empty and unfulfilled.
But after years of searching—traveling the world, wrestling through my 20s, and walking with God—I finally discovered who I truly am. I stopped needing to prove myself, dropped the masks, and let go of the lukewarm faith that had me standing with one foot in the world and one foot in the church. Instead, I made the decision to fully choose God—and in doing so, I felt deeply chosen in return.
Now, I walk with a peace that surpasses all understanding, a favor and life that could only ever be created through God Himself.
PERSONAL STUFF
A day in the life of me:
I love to wake up at 5am and focus on Bible study, followed by a morning beach walk. Then it's off to the gym for personal training. I do 1-4 hours of "work" a day. Then it's off to my HIIT training session. Followed by an organic home cooked dinner, and then worship music or listening to pastors in the evening with a yummy chocolate adrenal tonic to slow me down before a deep nights rest! Then pretty much repeat every day.
What I'm
loving
Peanut Butter Collagen Bars - after getting back into my full training schedule, these are my fav go to bar for in the afternoon - yum!
What I'm
learning
I'm currently on a Proverbs 31 Bible Study Journey, and loving learning about the Biblical principles to what makes a Godly Wife and Husband.
What I'm
not about
Gossip or putting people down online. Whenever I see someone spreading negativity online, I hit unfollow, I think this is such a negative way to live.
what I
believe
Every day is a new opportunity to become the person God destined us to be, and through repentance and forgiveness, we lighten our hearts, making room for His love to flow through us—because from the heart, everything else in life flows.
ON MY MOODBOARD
peace with those I love
health
preparing
for my
godly husband
A prayer FOR THE
AT
KEPT IN
heart
wild
cages.
— Tennessee Williams
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DAILY PRAYERS THAT HELP ME LET GOD LEAD
As a recovered Boss Babe, I have embraced the humility of putting down my walls, and let God Lead The Way. For far too long I was guilty of thinking I needed to hustle, be in control and that only led to being unfulfilled and burnt out. When we let God Lead The Way, we experience His Favor, in peace, a life without anxiety or worry, and all our needs are met. Let me share my favourite Daily Prayers with you.
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